At Last…

after almost 3 years of silence…
i’m here again, writing my thoughts…
documenting my views…

actually, there is a reason why i stopped writing in blogs…
before, i usually stay at night writing essays,
it was in second year college…
when i befriend my keyboard…
those are the times where I am most inspired…

but change is really…
the only constant thing in this world..
when I got to my third year in college…
I became busy with my extra-curricular organizations…
And since then, I replaced my lifestyle…
I seldom stay at our house…
But more than that…
I hardly hit a letter to write a blog…
Things just come so fast…
And as a result…
my mind then was filled with too many things…
that I didn’t find a space to pause…

The truth is it is not the real cause…
The true reason why I’ve stopped is because…
I’ve lost my inspiration…
I lose the reason why I write…
And in effect, I can’t think of a subject to write…
It stayed this way for these past years…
where..
i have lived a life of nonsense…
where..
i am both a mute and a deaf..
a person who can’t express himself…
a guy who has no opinions..

But you know what?
I’m ending it now…
I will reconstruct my relationship,
w/ the letters in my keyboard…
And I will write again..

All I need I think is…
An
INSPIRATION! maybe…
That is all i really need…

~ by angdamongligaw on December 1, 2007.